Just to add Kring's thoughts, part of why I'm so "toxic" is that I feel like I've been attacked for ages in TSP and quite a lot of the attacks on TSP's democracy were targeted towards me and Glen. And I just haven't found this healing circle thing (truth and reconciliation) to .. well, help me...It seems like the region always wants the people hurt by these things to "mature" and it never wants anybody to pay their dues or even apologize except the people who were signaled out by these things. For one thing I've never received a proper apology from anybody involved in BLT (and I don't expect I'll ever get one.) TSP always talks a lot about how it's a community, but as a community it doesn't really support the people being kicked around; it's more like a frustrated parent telling their kids "just get along!" or "Mary tell your brother you're sorry for making him steal your crayon" - and in doing so it doesn't feel like a proper family intervention because it just bulldozes over the concerns of whichever person we think is most likely to accept a quiet resolution.

EDIT: I'll add I came out of retirement when I saw TSP was being couped and tried my hardest to help out; but all I've heard from the newly-minted TSP citizens (IE: Cormac) is how much I'm not a citizen. Meanwhile some of the coupers are practically being handed the key to the region as if they're some kind of heroes. It's bizarre and kind of sad.