Glad you didn't take offence. I wondered about editing the post, but there we are...

I have a complicated history with my ASD diagnosis, it took me many years to accept it as part of the wonder of who I am, but it's left me very open in talking and asking, and hyper sensitive to potential indicators. Instead of seeing reds under the bed, I see 'aspies'!

I always think doubt is a healthy part of faith, it's the part in which we have to grapple with the bits we don't know or understand, but the process serves to help us perceive something deeper about what we know.